Just for once, I'd like to close my eyes
Without seeing you there
But with every beat your heart does take
I find it hard not to stare
Just once I'd like to know the truth
Just to see if you did care
But then I fear the answer to be
Something hard to hear

I feel dead.

I get too much SHIT
And guess what. I'm sick of it.
Just for once in my life I'd like the truth.
Even if it hurts.

Again.
Life sucks, and then you die.

Dear Life,
I don't like you.
Please change.

The only reason Twilight and New Moon were remotely bearable :)